Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 3:36 AM
It comes,
our problem.......
y does it comes to me while i have a really deep friendship with someone?
I HATE MYSELF
I don't think i m your true friend n so called BFFL
I know i didn't treat u all like that too,
so u may think y should u treat me so good as i doesn't
yes,
my 'jokes' hurts
what about yours??
don't you think your 'jokes' hurts too??
okay
maybe mine will be more than yours
but do you know that your's hurt me the most
that is because i treat you as the most best friend i've met ever
somtimes i rather to believe you more than esther
but sometime
i really believe esther the most
u said i didn't trust you,
but YES I DID~~
have you ever think before??
if i doesn't trust u
will i say all my secrets to you?
yesterday the 'secret'
i actually wanna tell u at the first~~
but i know you don't have credit, won't reply
or maybe you didn't bring your h/p
so i sms esther 1st
if i doesn't trust you
i will tell you who i like??
i will remember what you said
sometimes, your word hurt me more than your jokes
everytime the one who make me cry will be you
i still put you as my 1st in the 'Favourites' in msn
if you say you don't trust me
then i rather you don't trust
don't tell me everything~~
everytime i will feel that i m the DOG just following u all at behind
i hate dis.......
i know you will be very angry after you see this post
or maybe you will don't talk to me or don't friend me ever
but i know this will be the end......
but of course, i would not want this to end........
Labels: [I love you forever, Jia yann and Esther]